Being a kind soul makes me happy =]

Saturday, January 31, 2009, 6:48 PM

Love

I'm lonely and sad these few years cause I don't had a lover. Nobody had ever knew my feelings. There were times that I wished to pour my sorrows but the right person was not there or left me. My family members are always busy as usual and they have their own problems/troubles to face and mostly of my friends, frankly speaking, I'm aren't that close with them. Firstly to say from my mind, it's not that I don't want to mix with them. It's either they are busy, having projects, personal/family matter or in love. I tried my very best to ask them out but I always got rejected. I even waited patiently for them to ask me out, one day when we met, they accused me for not asking them out at the first place. What kind of logic is that?

I guessed most of my friends know my personality very well. I'm very friendly, sociable, cheerful and etc... person. Some even said I thought you had a lot of good friends. *Sad thoughts*

Most of the times, I always went out alone. (Eat, drink, watching movie, window or real shopping and etc...) I'm used to be alone but until this year I got to know one person which was that someone. *Unrevealed*

I felt extremely comfortable and happy being with that person since the first day I met. Hehe, that person know him/herself. Lol, I wanted to thank and be grateful to that person. I did not regret knowing you and I'm really serious in you. Hope you would know that in your heart.

Who doesn't want a true love?

Who doesn't want a proper and stable relationship?

Who doesn't want a happy ending and happiness?

Who doesn't want to love and be loved by someone?

Who doesn't want to have someone to go through good and bad times together with you?

Who doesn't want to have someone to share ups and downs together with you?

I always believe:

No one is perfectionist. As long as both truly love each another, both still can create a complete music with composition. In love, no one is impeccable too.

Regarding about my health condition, my young parkinson's disease still doesn't affect me much in my daily life but I'm still slow in movements, brain reaction function slow at times and having short term of memory.

As I mentioned before, my weak heart was getting deteoriate but I still will try and do my best to maintain a healthy lifestyle. I checked with my Dr. Wee why my visions started to get blurred and couldn't see at times lately this evening. He said that due to my weak heart condition, I'm diagnosed to have "Hyperthyroidism". (Symbol B = Bold means the main fact and it occured to me lately)

For more information about Hyperthyroidsm:

What is hyperthyroidism?

Hyperthyroidism, or overactive thyroid disease, happens when your thyroid gland makes and releases too much thyroid hormone. The thyroid is a gland in the front of your neck, located just below your Adam’s apple. It makes hormones that control metabolism, the pace of your body’s processes. Metabolism includes things like your heart rate and how quickly you burn calories. Hyperthyroidism causes your thyroid releases too much thyroid hormone, which can affect your metabolism. It can also cause nervousness, increased perspiration (sweatiness), rapid heartbeat, hand tremors, difficulty sleeping, and weight loss.

What causes hyperthyroidism?

In more than 70% of cases, hyperthyroidism is caused by an autoimmune disorder called Graves’ disease. Normally, antibodies produced by the immune system help protect the body against viruses, bacteria and other foreign substances. In Graves’ disease, antibodies produced by the immune system stimulate the thyroid, making it produce too much hormone. Doctors think Graves’ disease may run in families. It is most common among young women.Two other common causes for hyperthyroidism are:
Hyperfunctioning thyroid nodules: one or more nodules or lumps in the thyroid grow and increase their activity so that they make too much hormone.
Thyroiditis: a problem with the immune system or a viral infection causes the thyroid gland to become inflamed and leak extra hormone into the bloodstream.

What are the symptoms of hyperthyroidism?

Hyperthyroidism usually begins slowly, so its symptoms can be mistaken for stress or other health problems. It can cause a variety of symptoms, including:

-Weight loss
-Rapid heartbeat, irregular heartbeat or pounding of the heart
-Nervousness, anxiety or irritability
-Tremors (fine trembling of the hands and fingers)
-Changes in menstrual patterns (usually lighter flow, less frequent periods)
-Increased sensitivity to heat, increased perspiration
-Changes in bowel patterns
-An enlarged thyroid gland (goiter) – swelling at the base of the neck
-Fatigue, muscle weakness
-Difficulty sleeping

The main point is here:

Hyperthyroidism is lead from other health problems:
Heart problems: A rapid heart rate, heart rhythm disorder (atrial fibrillation), or congestive heart failure can result. <- (my case)

Brittle bones (osteoporosis): Too much thyroid hormone can interfere with your body’s ability to incorporate calcium into your bones. Be sure to get enough calcium in your diet to prevent osteoporosis.

If it is not treated, hyperthyroidism can lead to other health problems:

Eye problems can develop due to Graves’ opthalmopathy. To relieve the symptoms of Graves’ opthalmopathy:
-apply cool compresses to your eyes
-wear sunglasses
-use lubricating eyedrops
-elevate the head of your bed to reduce blood flow to your head

Red, swollen skin can develop on the shins and feet due to Graves’ disease. Try using over-the-counter creams containing hydrocortisone for relief.

Thyrotoxic crisis: A sudden worsening of hyperthyroidism symptoms that leads to a fever, rapid pulse and even delirium. See a doctor right away if this occurs.

How is hyperthyroidism treated?

There are several treatments for hyperthyroidism. Your doctor will choose an appropriate treatment based on your age, your physical condition, and the type and severity of your hyperthyroidism.

Radioactive iodine: Radioactive iodine is taken by mouth. It gets into the blood stream and is absorbed by overactive thyroid cells. Radioactive iodine damages the cells that have taken it up, causing the thyroid to shrink and the level of thyroid hormone in the body to go down. Permanent low thyroid activity (hypothyroidism) usually is the final result, but this can be treated with thyroid supplements. Despite concerns about radioactive material, this treatment has been used for over 60 years without causing any problems. More than 70% of adults in the United States who develop hyperthyroidism are treated with radioactive iodine.

Anti-thyroid medication: These drugs gradually treat hyperthyroidism by blocking the thyroid’s ability to produce hormones. Symptoms begin to improve in six to 12 weeks but treatment usually continues for at least a year.

Surgery (thyroidectomy): Hyperthyroidism can be treated with a surgery in which your doctor removes most of your thyroid gland. After surgery, you will likely develop hypothyroidism, or underactive thyroid disease. You will then need to take a thyroid hormone supplement to restore your hormone levels to normal.

Beta blockers: No matter what other method of treatment you use, your physician may prescribe a beta blocker drug to slow your heart rate and reduce palpitations, shaking and nervousness until your thyroid levels are closer to normal.

Friday, January 30, 2009, 9:33 PM

Thoughts

After since Chinese New Year, this year was not a good one though but in my heart, I'm contented enough. I wanted to thank that person for spending time with me and I really appreciated gratefully in my heart. As days coming ahead, I know it would be tough cause that someone's school days are going to begin. Although I would feel lonely at times but I never failed to think of that person. ^^ As my thoughts poundering on, my life was a miserable one. Since 2005/6, I was diagnosed as Young Parkinson's disease. Last year at the end of October, I was diagnosed stomach cancer 2nd stage. My operation went successfully at Japan Tokyo. (60%/40%) Thanks to the heart specialist from Japan and Dr. Wee for all the support and encouragement all along. I'm really grateful to him with all my heart. As this year goes by, my weak heart started to deteoriate and I'm feeling weaker and weaker each day. Dr. Wee always told me to prepare for the worst but he don't wish to say that either. I know he has his concern and care for me but what's that supposed to mean. I asked but he said not to worry. I tried to probe but I think he know my condition well. My heart was getting pain, breathing difficulty and might collapse anytime as in faint or unconscious lately. I know that person is worried and that person will be busy when the school starts. Don't worry about me. Concentrate on your studies and do well in it. My full moral of support will stay within you spiritually. Stay happy and healthy as my wishes for you from the bottom of my heart. Thoughts... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... (8 sets of dots) Specially for you!~ You should know what it means. (Our hand sign)

Monday, January 26, 2009, 6:10 PM

Chinese New Year

Gong Xi Fa Cai, Happy New Year to Everyone!~ Lol XD. Today is the first of Lunar Near Year, (Chu yi) most Singaporeans would be visiting their families and relatives house. Some would even stayed at home to be the hosts waiting for them to come. Haha, As for me, my family and I went to two relatives house this morning. I guessed to make it simple and easy. After I reached home, I took a photo of myself. Hehe, who doesn't want to look good and be smart in their New Year clothes, am I right to say that? At the same time, I'm been missing that someone a lot today even everyday. Haha XD. This feeling will never, never ever stop. Hp stand-by 24 hours. Wish everyone has a wonderful, memorable and enjoyable New Year. Cheers XD.

Sunday, January 25, 2009, 10:27 PM

Chinese New Year Eve's

Lol, it's Chinese New Year Eve's. Everyone loves and be happy to go back for their renunion dinner. Hehe, it's a wonderful gathering for this festival. Haha, I had mine too but every year was the same. My sister bought an Ice wine from Changi Airport and it's from New Zealand. Well, the taste was not bad. Lol, I remembered my cousin bought the Ice wine from Canada. Haha, that tastes even better. As usual, I went to Church this morning and I was quite restless. *Humpz* I woke up at 7am and everything was normal. Time passed flies. Hehe =p. After my Church service, I went to Far East Plaza to buy 2 CNY clothes before going back to my hometown for lunch and home.

Saturday, January 24, 2009, 1:32 PM

Cold Saturday

I woke up around 9am plus and received that someone sms. Hmm..., I don't blamed that person cause I know the situation. I wanted to thank that person for fulfilling my request and wish. I appreciated it very much. Hehe =p. Hope to see and spend with that person even though it's just a few hours or half day but it's really so hard. *Humpz* No matter what, I always wait and I know I would get to see that person soon. For the time and days are going to run out soon, (having phobia) I will bear and take care of myself for the sake of that someone cause I promised. I don't feel like going out and just wanna stay at home to accompany that person cause that person's family quite strict and that person gotta helped out for CNY preparations. *been trying hard everything just for that person* Tomorrow is the CNY eve's and it's a reunion dinner for all Chinese. It's a very important tradition to be followed. Frankly speaking, every year is the same and I don't have the mood for it. I'm numb already and it's normal to me. Haha XD. I shall end my post here, what a cold Saturday!~

God bless everyone and have a prosperity Lunar New Year 2009. Cheers. XD

Friday, January 23, 2009, 6:55 PM

Happy Mood

Well, my plan was actually prepared for that someone though but he don't wish that to happen either. I understood and that person made a big sacrifice too. *Felt bad* Hehe, I wanted to thank that person and it's alright if it doesn't worked out. Around in the afternoon, I went to get the phone that I had been waiting for. Lol, it's in my hands now. Woot!~ XD The feeling was just overjoyed and wanted to share it with that someone but... *humpz* ... not there. I believe I would get to see that person soon. Waiting... waiting... waiting... =]

Wednesday, January 21, 2009, 9:39 PM

Alone!~

As usual, I went to the office this morning. Attachment was a boring thing to me cause I had nothing to do in my department. I was quite moody throughout the whole day. Frankly speaking, I had no idea why. Haha, maybe kept thinking of that someone since morning. Heard that someone got throat infection just like I do and kept praying for him as I got nothing to do. XD During lunch, I'm alone again just like yesterday. I find that I'm like far a distance away from them and I wish it's not my assumption. My IC was still sick and I guessed she went back home early. Lol, I did not notice her much but hope she recover as soon as possible. I heard her coughing in the morning. Oh my!~ God, please bless her. =] Around 4pm plus, I went to Place 2 building roof top to slack and wanted to be alone for one hour plus. I was alone all along and I took some photos using my handphone. One of the sceneries were facing the Changi Airport. Wait till the phone that I wanted to get, (once I start to take photos) the quality would be excellent. Hehe =p. It's coming on this Friday. Woot!~ I had reserved the plan and stock several weeks ago. One of my photos were forced to smile. Overall, it's quite nice. Hope to see that someone soon cause days are running out. ^^

Tuesday, January 20, 2009, 9:43 PM

Moodless

I went back to my office building this morning. (attachment) It was a bright and sunny Tuesday but I'm feeling moodless to go back. It's very bored and lonely without any companion especially I'm the only one in the first building and department. (section J/k) All my friends/colleagues are at another building. There are two buildings. (Place one - old, Place two - new) Luckily, my godbrother msged me to keep me entertained and companied. Hehe, I wanted to thank him. My IC was on leave since last Thursday until today. *Pray hard* Hope she's alright and recovered as soon as possible although I'm afraid of her cause she's too fierce and strict. I dislike to have stress facing such people but it's beyond my control. By the way, I had a lot of experienced before so it's alright for me. I still be nice to that person. XD

I think she would be back by tomorrow. I'm quite troubled lately because of my condition but for the sake of someone, I promised to stay strong. I won't give up cause he/she might be worried for me. After lunch, I was so happy that my godbro wanted to meet me. We were quite close and we always talked crapz. It's like we would cheered each another. Cheers. XD Overall, it's a small thoughts that I received today. Thanks. >.<

Monday, January 19, 2009, 4:14 PM

Boring Monday

I woke up early this morning to go to DSC clinic for a check-up. After the results were released, it was normal. Haha XD. I gave someone an explaination already. Hehe =p. I wanted to have a hair cut before CNY comes. I went to find my hairstylist at Far East Plaza and we chatted quite long during my hair cut. Lol, supposedly I'm meeting my godbrother for lunch but he was really unwell. I did pray for him and hope he could get well soon. *Sincerely* I went back home after my haircut. It was a bored and lonely Monday though and I disliked my attachment at the start of the week. It's like wasting my time doing less work in my department. I don't think I'm learning anything and sorry for being frank, I rather sleep at home or find other meaningful things to do. Haha XD. Just kidding!~

Sunday, January 18, 2009, 11:07 PM

A Brand New Start

[ 17 January 2009 ] Saturday

Yoz, I'm back. Haha, I guessed everyone was disappointed that my blog got demolished. XD Lol, not to worry, it's revived once again. *Surprisingly* I shall begun my story. I went out with my godbrother called Aloysius. He's a friendly, nice, cheerful and etc... person. He came to my house and stay but we had an agreement to complete my Jigsaw Puzzle (Horoscope - glow in the dark). At last, we failed to do so because the reason was extremely hard to do. Hehe =p. We spent a few hours to do and he decided to help me with my blog. (coding and etc...) I was so touched, elated and grateful to him that my blog could be revived. *Unbelievable* Lol, I been waiting for that someone to help me. XD

Around in the evening, our stomach was growling like the dinosaurs. Haha, we decided to have dinner: "The Popeye - Chicken and biscuit" at Changi Airport Terminal 3. Our simple and fantastic chicken dinner was just happily spent. Lol XD. Our next destination, we went to the E-hub to buy drinks and just walked around at the Pasir Ris Park. It was a windy and chilled night. *Trembling* The weather seemed to turn out bad. I guessed it would rained sooner or later and we headed back to my home for shelter. Lol XD. We spent our night with a simple poker cards game and I showed/shared with him about my stuffs. (ex-school's report books and etc...) Haha, our lights turned off and entered into our La!~ La!~ Land!~ I wanted to thank my godbrother for everything and he's the best of all cause I knew him well. Haha XD. *Our promises and hope his wish to enter into VJC would be successful* I will always keep him in my prayers. Way to go man with my full moral of support. Cheers and God bless. XD

Saturday, January 17, 2009, 4:32 PM

Message Board

For your information, my main blog is officially not in use anymore.(http://www.skycoral.blogspot.com/) Thanks for everyone's support this 1 year plus since 2006. I'm grateful and really appreciate that very much.

I'm reviving my blog from 17/1/2009 (Saturday) onwards. This shall be my main combined with my blog profile.

Available blogs are http://www.skycoral2.blogspot.com/ (blog you are viewing now) and http://www.skycoral2b.blogspot.com/ (design of work). For my blog details, please click on Archives: "May 2007".

yours sincerely,
Mark Lin Blog Creator of Skycoral
mark 09 reserved Tm =]

My Biography

My Personality.

Basically, I'm a friendly, sociable, dramatic, approachable and happy-go-lucky person. Lol, it's for you to find out and know more about me. My door are always open for you to be my friends. Cheers and God Bless. XD

Kingdom's of List.

~~Sony E C905~~
~~Jigsaw Puzzle - Horoscope (Glow in the dark)~~
~~Nike Bag~~
~~Nike Shoes~~
~~Police Watch~~
~~SK Jewellery~~
~~Zara Jacket~~
~~Crumpler Bag~~
Prada Sling Bag
~~Fred Perry Shirt~~
~~Fred Perry Shoes~~
~~Fred Perry Polo~~
~~A|X belt~~
~~A|X Shirt~~

Voices from Heart.

Heart of Rememberance.

Hui Ling
Nisha
Wei Ling
Yuki
Alex
Aloysius
Fairuz
Guan Feng
Jonathan
Jun Ping
Keith
Kent
Rion

Heart of Memories.

Lionel Lim (TYB - PA)
Alex Kor (Ex-Neighbour - PA)
Hai Sing Miss Cindy Soh
Hai Sing Mr. Seah
Hai Sing 1T1-4T1 Classmates
Hai Sing Prefectioral Board
Hai Sing Media Club
Hai Sing Badminton Club
ITE Bedok DMD Staffs
ITE Bedok DMD1C/1L
ITE Co-op
ITE Badminton Club
ITE Bridge Club
ITE Community Service Club
ITE Tampines IT Staffs
ITE Tampines IT1D/2Q
ITE Student Council
ITE Community Service Club
MediaCorp TV (TA Dept - GRP A)
Yoshinoya Restaurant (TM)
Giordano Originals (TM)
Action City (MS/Vivo)
Rogers Technologies Inc. (SG)
Pasir Ris Family Service Centre
Hang Ten Enterprises (ELM)
Singprint Company Pte Ltd (SG)
Swensen's Restaurant (FDM)
IBM Singapore Pte Ltd
TA/TA2 Church
James Boo (My Best Cousin)
Leonard Ong (My Best Youngest Cousin)
Aloysius Loh (Normal Friend)
Samy's Family
Sensation Hair Studio
Esprit Liat Tower
Esprit Tampines One
Mark Fairwhale Iluma

Truthful Words.

Staying healthy and happy is the greatest wish to all of my friends. Love and cherish the ones around you and every footprints you left leaves a meaningful mark.

我希望我所有的朋友都能健康快樂. 珍惜身邊所有的人和每個你留下的有意義的曾經.

My Personality.

Kingdom's of List.

Voices from Heart.

Heart of Rememberance.

Highlights.

Specials.

Archives.

Paradise's for Shoppers.

Heart of Memories.

Truthful Words.