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Saturday, January 31, 2009, 6:48 PM

Love

I'm lonely and sad these few years cause I don't had a lover. Nobody had ever knew my feelings. There were times that I wished to pour my sorrows but the right person was not there or left me. My family members are always busy as usual and they have their own problems/troubles to face and mostly of my friends, frankly speaking, I'm aren't that close with them. Firstly to say from my mind, it's not that I don't want to mix with them. It's either they are busy, having projects, personal/family matter or in love. I tried my very best to ask them out but I always got rejected. I even waited patiently for them to ask me out, one day when we met, they accused me for not asking them out at the first place. What kind of logic is that?

I guessed most of my friends know my personality very well. I'm very friendly, sociable, cheerful and etc... person. Some even said I thought you had a lot of good friends. *Sad thoughts*

Most of the times, I always went out alone. (Eat, drink, watching movie, window or real shopping and etc...) I'm used to be alone but until this year I got to know one person which was that someone. *Unrevealed*

I felt extremely comfortable and happy being with that person since the first day I met. Hehe, that person know him/herself. Lol, I wanted to thank and be grateful to that person. I did not regret knowing you and I'm really serious in you. Hope you would know that in your heart.

Who doesn't want a true love?

Who doesn't want a proper and stable relationship?

Who doesn't want a happy ending and happiness?

Who doesn't want to love and be loved by someone?

Who doesn't want to have someone to go through good and bad times together with you?

Who doesn't want to have someone to share ups and downs together with you?

I always believe:

No one is perfectionist. As long as both truly love each another, both still can create a complete music with composition. In love, no one is impeccable too.

Regarding about my health condition, my young parkinson's disease still doesn't affect me much in my daily life but I'm still slow in movements, brain reaction function slow at times and having short term of memory.

As I mentioned before, my weak heart was getting deteoriate but I still will try and do my best to maintain a healthy lifestyle. I checked with my Dr. Wee why my visions started to get blurred and couldn't see at times lately this evening. He said that due to my weak heart condition, I'm diagnosed to have "Hyperthyroidism". (Symbol B = Bold means the main fact and it occured to me lately)

For more information about Hyperthyroidsm:

What is hyperthyroidism?

Hyperthyroidism, or overactive thyroid disease, happens when your thyroid gland makes and releases too much thyroid hormone. The thyroid is a gland in the front of your neck, located just below your Adam’s apple. It makes hormones that control metabolism, the pace of your body’s processes. Metabolism includes things like your heart rate and how quickly you burn calories. Hyperthyroidism causes your thyroid releases too much thyroid hormone, which can affect your metabolism. It can also cause nervousness, increased perspiration (sweatiness), rapid heartbeat, hand tremors, difficulty sleeping, and weight loss.

What causes hyperthyroidism?

In more than 70% of cases, hyperthyroidism is caused by an autoimmune disorder called Graves’ disease. Normally, antibodies produced by the immune system help protect the body against viruses, bacteria and other foreign substances. In Graves’ disease, antibodies produced by the immune system stimulate the thyroid, making it produce too much hormone. Doctors think Graves’ disease may run in families. It is most common among young women.Two other common causes for hyperthyroidism are:
Hyperfunctioning thyroid nodules: one or more nodules or lumps in the thyroid grow and increase their activity so that they make too much hormone.
Thyroiditis: a problem with the immune system or a viral infection causes the thyroid gland to become inflamed and leak extra hormone into the bloodstream.

What are the symptoms of hyperthyroidism?

Hyperthyroidism usually begins slowly, so its symptoms can be mistaken for stress or other health problems. It can cause a variety of symptoms, including:

-Weight loss
-Rapid heartbeat, irregular heartbeat or pounding of the heart
-Nervousness, anxiety or irritability
-Tremors (fine trembling of the hands and fingers)
-Changes in menstrual patterns (usually lighter flow, less frequent periods)
-Increased sensitivity to heat, increased perspiration
-Changes in bowel patterns
-An enlarged thyroid gland (goiter) – swelling at the base of the neck
-Fatigue, muscle weakness
-Difficulty sleeping

The main point is here:

Hyperthyroidism is lead from other health problems:
Heart problems: A rapid heart rate, heart rhythm disorder (atrial fibrillation), or congestive heart failure can result. <- (my case)

Brittle bones (osteoporosis): Too much thyroid hormone can interfere with your body’s ability to incorporate calcium into your bones. Be sure to get enough calcium in your diet to prevent osteoporosis.

If it is not treated, hyperthyroidism can lead to other health problems:

Eye problems can develop due to Graves’ opthalmopathy. To relieve the symptoms of Graves’ opthalmopathy:
-apply cool compresses to your eyes
-wear sunglasses
-use lubricating eyedrops
-elevate the head of your bed to reduce blood flow to your head

Red, swollen skin can develop on the shins and feet due to Graves’ disease. Try using over-the-counter creams containing hydrocortisone for relief.

Thyrotoxic crisis: A sudden worsening of hyperthyroidism symptoms that leads to a fever, rapid pulse and even delirium. See a doctor right away if this occurs.

How is hyperthyroidism treated?

There are several treatments for hyperthyroidism. Your doctor will choose an appropriate treatment based on your age, your physical condition, and the type and severity of your hyperthyroidism.

Radioactive iodine: Radioactive iodine is taken by mouth. It gets into the blood stream and is absorbed by overactive thyroid cells. Radioactive iodine damages the cells that have taken it up, causing the thyroid to shrink and the level of thyroid hormone in the body to go down. Permanent low thyroid activity (hypothyroidism) usually is the final result, but this can be treated with thyroid supplements. Despite concerns about radioactive material, this treatment has been used for over 60 years without causing any problems. More than 70% of adults in the United States who develop hyperthyroidism are treated with radioactive iodine.

Anti-thyroid medication: These drugs gradually treat hyperthyroidism by blocking the thyroid’s ability to produce hormones. Symptoms begin to improve in six to 12 weeks but treatment usually continues for at least a year.

Surgery (thyroidectomy): Hyperthyroidism can be treated with a surgery in which your doctor removes most of your thyroid gland. After surgery, you will likely develop hypothyroidism, or underactive thyroid disease. You will then need to take a thyroid hormone supplement to restore your hormone levels to normal.

Beta blockers: No matter what other method of treatment you use, your physician may prescribe a beta blocker drug to slow your heart rate and reduce palpitations, shaking and nervousness until your thyroid levels are closer to normal.

My Biography

My Personality.

Basically, I'm a friendly, sociable, dramatic, approachable and happy-go-lucky person. Lol, it's for you to find out and know more about me. My door are always open for you to be my friends. Cheers and God Bless. XD

Kingdom's of List.

~~Sony E C905~~
~~Jigsaw Puzzle - Horoscope (Glow in the dark)~~
~~Nike Bag~~
~~Nike Shoes~~
~~Police Watch~~
~~SK Jewellery~~
~~Zara Jacket~~
~~Crumpler Bag~~
Prada Sling Bag
~~Fred Perry Shirt~~
~~Fred Perry Shoes~~
~~Fred Perry Polo~~
~~A|X belt~~
~~A|X Shirt~~

Voices from Heart.

Heart of Rememberance.

Hui Ling
Nisha
Wei Ling
Yuki
Alex
Aloysius
Fairuz
Guan Feng
Jonathan
Jun Ping
Keith
Kent
Rion

Heart of Memories.

Lionel Lim (TYB - PA)
Alex Kor (Ex-Neighbour - PA)
Hai Sing Miss Cindy Soh
Hai Sing Mr. Seah
Hai Sing 1T1-4T1 Classmates
Hai Sing Prefectioral Board
Hai Sing Media Club
Hai Sing Badminton Club
ITE Bedok DMD Staffs
ITE Bedok DMD1C/1L
ITE Co-op
ITE Badminton Club
ITE Bridge Club
ITE Community Service Club
ITE Tampines IT Staffs
ITE Tampines IT1D/2Q
ITE Student Council
ITE Community Service Club
MediaCorp TV (TA Dept - GRP A)
Yoshinoya Restaurant (TM)
Giordano Originals (TM)
Action City (MS/Vivo)
Rogers Technologies Inc. (SG)
Pasir Ris Family Service Centre
Hang Ten Enterprises (ELM)
Singprint Company Pte Ltd (SG)
Swensen's Restaurant (FDM)
IBM Singapore Pte Ltd
TA/TA2 Church
James Boo (My Best Cousin)
Leonard Ong (My Best Youngest Cousin)
Aloysius Loh (Normal Friend)
Samy's Family
Sensation Hair Studio
Esprit Liat Tower
Esprit Tampines One
Mark Fairwhale Iluma

Truthful Words.

Staying healthy and happy is the greatest wish to all of my friends. Love and cherish the ones around you and every footprints you left leaves a meaningful mark.

我希望我所有的朋友都能健康快樂. 珍惜身邊所有的人和每個你留下的有意義的曾經.

My Personality.

Kingdom's of List.

Voices from Heart.

Heart of Rememberance.

Highlights.

Specials.

Archives.

Paradise's for Shoppers.

Heart of Memories.

Truthful Words.