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Saturday, February 7, 2009, 10:45 PM
A Great Surprised
I thought today was a lonely and bored Saturday again but unexpectedly that person gave me an indeed big surprised. Lol XD. Firstly, I wanted to thank that person so I shall forgave your white lies but don't do that again. In chinese han yu pin yin: "wo hui you xin zhang bing er ruan ni sia dao de". Hehe =p. I had a splendid memories with that person. Frankly speaking, I also hoped that I wouldn't be so demanding but I really wished to spend more time with that person as I know JC wasn't that easy to go through. I just wanted that person to have some relaxing and happy moments in love. Haha, yeah. XD One more week, our one month anniversary and Valentine's is coming, hope that person can make it. It's a very important occasion for the both of us and hope nothing will go wrong. *Worried will be occured* Time for Thoughts: Sometimes, I was wondering whether my education was very lousy or not. In fact, I'm not good at studies but seriously speaking, I always tried and put in my efforts in my studies but still I couldn't made it. When I was in Em2, I was elated and wanted to work hard to go to Em1 but I'm still stucked in Em2. Worst part was I nearly entered into Em3 when I was going to Primary 6. Though my Ex's-Vice Principal gave me an opportunity to go to Em2 and it's the last class, I also tried and put in my best efforts. As a result, I still ended up in Normal Technical. Why can't I go to Normal academic? Why? I don't have a choice and entered into ITE education. I tried all my ways and best just to hope to go to the Polytechnics but I failed. I wasted one year so I went to work. I thought of not giving up and I tried to go to Higher nitec. My years were wasted. (4 years) I'm not interested in IT courses but other courses doesn't related to the design that I expected so I took a new course which was IT a bit related just to pin the last hope to fulfill my wished to go to the Polytechnics. I'm having my attachment before my graduation in higher nitec and worst was my results were pulled down badly. I got 2 Grades "D" and my GPA points were below than 2. In my whole life of ITE education, I did not ever get Grades "D". I don't even dare to tell and show my parents about my results. I'm really ashamed. In my heart, I cried for several days when I saw my 2nd and 3rd semester results. At most, I got grades A-C during Nitec. What's the cause of it? I did not work hard? I did not put in my efforts? Am I'm the one to be blamed? My final wish and hopes for Diploma were dashed. My dad doesn't wanted to support me to go Private art school. He's having fiancial problems and he kept repremanded me that I know how to waste money but not to earn money. I kept silent but who understood my feelings. *Heart ached* Nobody, I bear all these sufferings alone. I tried my luck and appealed for Polytechnics after my graduation from Nitec (2005) but it failed. It's pointless for me to try this year 2009. My GPA couldn't made it compared to Nitec. My heart ached whenever I saw other reputation school students, they have good friends around them and their education was excellent. I wished to be like them too. They could excel but why not me? Why? Even I tried my best and put my efforts in it just for the greatest wish in my whole life to purse Diploma, why heaven be so cruel to me? I'm having worse illness conditions already. Why so many things striked on me everytime? I did not give up on every setbacks and I always spare a thought for others. I tried to be a mankind but I'm really weary. Seriously!~ Why? Tell me why? What wrong have I done? My diploma in Visual Communication... *Sorrows with tears* I felt that my studies had gone from bad to worse already. Am I going to work for life? I don't want to... *Tears still dropping with a broken heart* |
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