Thursday, August 27, 2009, 1:54 AM
Feelings
Since the first day of work, I'd not been happy until now but I'm bearing and struggling on my own. It's really, really tough. Manager and supervisor kept picking on me. I know everywhere I go will be the same but I really hope I could find a better job. I don't ask for more as I'm simple-minded and easily contented. It's really, really tough for me and life had not been good after I'd lost someone. Perhaps it's my biggest mistake I'd made and that's my punishment I received. Heart had been hurt for so many years after treating others so well but in the end, there's really, really no return. Emotions are not unstable for me at times but who gone through it's the author of it's own experience. Don't blame me for being emotional. I'm a human with feelings and I just hope for a simple life, being happy, much lighter, love a life partner as well as loving me. Please spare a thought for me. Nothing, I got nothing. Besides having God but I really need someone by my side. Will that someone be back? I saw some posts that that someone studies were affected. I was astonished and I thought to myself that I'm not a good person though who caused that someone to be ruined. That's my punishment for being a loner forever... ever... That someone won't be back to me... *tears shed with a shattered heart*No sympathy but to share how it's like:
1) Everyday is to go and work and home.
2) Hardly have much friends after entering into working society.
3) Most of my colleagues are married and have their own life.
4) Smses are 1-2 or even 0 everyday.
5) I always go out alone during off days that a few of my friends were busy with their studies or etc...
6) Family members are busy and have their own problems from work. Communication were less all along.
7) No one to share my joy, sorrows and etc...
8) I don't dare to ask for more as I'm not fit to be.
9) My colleagues are playing polictics most of the times and to prevent, I eat or buy packed-food alone.
10) Listening to the same old songs from my hp whenever going to work, home, Church, window shopping and etc...
Tuesday, August 25, 2009, 8:13 PM
A Busy Off Day
As I'm posting this post, I'm at the Starbucks ION Orchard. Hehe, slacking and chilling with the ice green blended drink. Lol, I'm having a busy off day today. I woke up early to go to my family doctor to purchase my cough syrup as I'm worried my throat infection would be back again. (a slight pained after swallowing the saliva) After that, I'd a facial appointment with NYSS as I dragged it for a month due to cash tight. Haha, I felt much better after the treatment. I'm going to start to save and scrimp from tomorrow onwards. (going to be broke) Haha XD. After that, I went for a haircut at Katong Plaza. Thought of visiting my hairstylist (Malaysia godsister) but were in the bus on the way to Parkway Parade while msging her. She'll be starting her work on the first day there tomorrow and due to her previous job she's working, her Boss had closed down the Salon) In my opinion, it's really unfair for them as it's not easy to get a work permit in Singapore. Foreigners wanted to have a rice bowl in order to take care of their own family expenses or etc... Some people are really incorrigible. I'm glad that she found it and will keep her in my prayers. I'd been supporting her to cut my hair for a year and she's really a good one. Her name is called Kelly. Lol, I took a bus to Orchard (Paragon - as usual) for my late lunch combined with dinner. (The Soup Spoon again) I went to ION for a window-shopping. Tried the (AX new arrivals) polo T-shirt. It looked great on me. Hehe, I'm going to get it and I'll work hard for it. Gotta go home early soon as I'm alone and there's nothing for me to do. Haha, need to rest early tonight if not I wouldn't have so much energy I'm going to work for the next coming 4 days. (full shift) Take care guys and stay happy. XD
Monday, August 24, 2009, 1:38 AM
Fruitful Sunday
[ 23 August 2009 ] SundayLol, it was a fruitful Sunday even though I doesn't have enough sleep from my work. Lol, I went to Church for service as usual. (off day) After that, I went to meet my parents for lunch and it's been ages that I hanged out with them. We went for a walk at VivoCity as nothing much had changed. Lol XD. We bought some clothes and could see my parents were enjoying their outing together. It's really a great feeling. After that, my dad wanted to have his own programs and asked her wanted to join me for a window-shopping at ION Orchard. We separated and went over but before that she knew about one of my best friends called Billy Seah from ITE College Central Bedok Campus. He was working at Toast Box. (VivoCity) My mum were surprised to see him that he slimed down a lot. We merely chatted for a short while. Hehe, I hardly spent time with her and it's really rare for the both of us to hang out. (coincidence to have off day together)
I told her that I wanted to get a new pair of shoes. Before that, we went to many shops to browse at ION. After a long walk, I finally convinced my mum about that shoes. It doesn't offered any discount but with the credit card my dad was holding. (10% better than nothing) Lol, I got my favourite Fred Perry shoes. Started to fall in love with the brand though it's expensive and branded. I'm contented enough. Hehe =p. After trying 2 pairs of design and finally, I asked for her opinion and she did say. Her taste wasn't that bad and I felt joyed over it. *so nice* After purchasing the shoes, we went to have a nice dinner as I said it's on my house at "The Soup Spoon". (new outlet opened at ION) One funny thing was we been going to the washroom for several times. (system got problem. HHaha, we drank too much water) I suggested to watch the movie from Jack Neo's as my mum haven't watched it and it's in hokkien. It's a comedy and horror movie. *new experienced for her* We went to Cineleisure to check it out but unfortuantely, the timing wasn't I expected to crash. I called my godbrother (another best friend from the same school and class) to help me to check at GV. Haha, we got to watch at Plaza Singapura. It's really wonderful and so relaxed throughout the whole day though I'm tired. XD Thanked God for everything once again and going back to work later. *sleeping time now* Heehee =p. See you guys. ^^
Friday, August 21, 2009, 1:29 AM
Lonely
Mr. Lonely here...Everyday is the same routine. Working and going back to home. There's something missing in my heart. Who can understand and be under my shoes?
Sunday, August 16, 2009, 11:54 PM
Off Day
My schedules would be on and off these few days only. Lol, I went to Church for service this morning and sleepy throughout the whole day as I had not enough sleep the previous night. (sort of insomnia) It was great and after that, I went window-shopping and had a good lunch. Haha, it's been ages that I enjoyed such good food. *missed* My mum gave me a graduation celebration (higher nitec) before my birthday this year at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe and signed up to be a member. One of the benefits were having a one for one main course free. Hehe, I went to redeem as next month will be the expired date due to the date issue. You will see the photos below that I took and somehow I felt comfortable with the interior design at Cineleisure. Been walking and window shopping at town and city area. XD Going to work tomorrow and it's time for me to have a good sleep. Take care guys. =p
Saturday, August 15, 2009, 1:15 AM
Off Day
[ 14 August 2009 ] FridayLol, it's my 2nd day off I requested. Hehe, I woke up late (it's been a long time I had a good sleep when I was working like hell) and intended to watch the movie of Jack Neo's production "Where got ghost?". Lol, I haven't ate my lunch before the movie begun so I went to eat the delicious fish soup with rice at the Kopitiam at PS. *Yum, Yum*. After that, I went back to the Cathay to watch. In my opinion, this was his first horror/comedy movie and it improved a lot. I'm impressed and it's hilarious. Haha, I love the first part whereby streets got ghost. (4/5 rated) The horror was there. 2nd part (Forests got ghost) was still alright but the dialect and scripts that they communicated and used were funny. Lol, not horror at all. (3/5 rated) The last part (house got ghost) linked to the previous movie but the horror was there too. (4/5 rated) After the movie, I walked all the way to City Hall (Raffles City shopping centre) to buy donuts from the Donut Factory. *Hmm..., I missed the taste and smell* Haha, I wanted to buy when I was working but my shifts were inflexible one of the periods. At last, I bought a dozen. Hehe =p. I went back home straightaway to get my dinner and bubble tea. Somehow, I took photos of myself just to update. XD
Friday, August 14, 2009, 1:41 AM
Be Strong
Many things had happened recently and I know humans always repeat the same mistakes. I did get hurt but it's alright. Lol, I wanted to thank those people who taught me and etc... At the same time, I foreseen many things in life and experienced the setbacks I went through, that's making me to learn and grow up. Well, no matter how hard or fragile life is, I still have to move on. No matter what people criticize or hate me, I still will be good to them and wanted them to be happy. No matter how cruel or reality is, I still will accept it. No matter what happens, I still will be happy and face it. Being happy or sad, life still has to go on. Am I right? Haha XD. At least, I won't let down myself and try to do more good deeds to help others whenever I can. That's the true self of me!~ =]Hehe, I requested 2 days off just to give myself a break. I'll be going back to work tomorrow. (Saturday) ^^
Sunday, August 9, 2009, 12:24 AM
Why???
Why? =[ Why always things turn out this way? Frankly speaking, I don't understand but I know that's life. In my heart, I'm heart-broken and feeling despair. Work with so many conflicts, problems and etc... Family were busy/quiet and constantly there's no communication at all. Friends are getting decreased each day by day. Msges were checked by me mostly lesser than 5. I met one special person before leaving Cambodia and this person was nice indeed. I did not regret knowing that person. =]Real words from my heart:
When I'm down, I hope I have someone to confide with...
When I'm sad, I will feel comfort from a hug by someone...
When I'm happy, I want to share with that someone...
When I'm angry, I wish that someone to understand me...
I want the whole world to stay healthy and happy which is my greatest wish of all.
The things that I done for people is to hope them to be happy but not rather asking for any return.
It's the thought and heart that counts.
When I see people happy, I'll feel the same.
Wednesday, August 5, 2009, 11:52 PM
Off Day
[ 05 August 2009 ] WednesdayIt's my off day again. I went to the pasir ris park with a casual friend. Lol, I took a few nice photos especially the sunset and with sun ray. My house area can linked to the park and there's a horse gallop place. Hehe, it's kinda small but hardly to see horses around such areas. Recently, many things happened at my work place. In my heart, I'm tired, sad and I tried to treat others good but in the end, I knew that a few disliked me somehow. My health was getting bad and I started to feel pain at some parts in my body. I don't know what's wrong. Frankly speaking, I wanted to stay long at my current work but it took me a month to look for this job. I don't wish to quit either and it's hard for me to look for another one as I'm unhappy working sometimes. I could only bear with it. I know everywhere is the same but somehow something is bound to be happened one day (at my working place) as I predicted. I shall wait and see how it goes but I might be having breakdown one day. =[
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