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Thursday, August 27, 2009, 1:54 AM
Feelings
Since the first day of work, I'd not been happy until now but I'm bearing and struggling on my own. It's really, really tough. Manager and supervisor kept picking on me. I know everywhere I go will be the same but I really hope I could find a better job. I don't ask for more as I'm simple-minded and easily contented. It's really, really tough for me and life had not been good after I'd lost someone. Perhaps it's my biggest mistake I'd made and that's my punishment I received. Heart had been hurt for so many years after treating others so well but in the end, there's really, really no return. Emotions are not unstable for me at times but who gone through it's the author of it's own experience. Don't blame me for being emotional. I'm a human with feelings and I just hope for a simple life, being happy, much lighter, love a life partner as well as loving me. Please spare a thought for me. Nothing, I got nothing. Besides having God but I really need someone by my side. Will that someone be back? I saw some posts that that someone studies were affected. I was astonished and I thought to myself that I'm not a good person though who caused that someone to be ruined. That's my punishment for being a loner forever... ever... That someone won't be back to me... *tears shed with a shattered heart*No sympathy but to share how it's like: 1) Everyday is to go and work and home. 2) Hardly have much friends after entering into working society. 3) Most of my colleagues are married and have their own life. 4) Smses are 1-2 or even 0 everyday. 5) I always go out alone during off days that a few of my friends were busy with their studies or etc... 6) Family members are busy and have their own problems from work. Communication were less all along. 7) No one to share my joy, sorrows and etc... 8) I don't dare to ask for more as I'm not fit to be. 9) My colleagues are playing polictics most of the times and to prevent, I eat or buy packed-food alone. 10) Listening to the same old songs from my hp whenever going to work, home, Church, window shopping and etc... |
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